Thursday, March 18, 2010


Returning to the subject at hand from yesterday's entry...

I have noticed that this certain person has been trying their very best in attempting to create themselves as a priority (perhaps even a first priority) in my life. Unfortunate for her, I will not (or ever) allow this.

I'm a recent "new" mother per say. I just had a baby a month ago (I have a teenager daughter as well). I have my set priorities in life. I have my goals in life. None of these things do NOT include this person. However, here very soon, she will learn her lesson the hard way because she will receive that "slap of reality" from me tomorrow as she claims she wants to call me and talk.

I truly do not have any time for someone else's (quite bluntly) bullshit. I have too many things on my plate to even blink an eye at someone's drama, bitch, whining, etc. I won't and will never have it.

This is the same person that has placed me as the status of "best friend" but has also created me as an option if things don't go her way, if she needs/wants something, etc.

Never be an "option" in someone's life. Be there, yes, for your friends. Be there for your family...but if that person has only created you in their life as an option and only depend on you whenever only THEY need something...

They do deserve that bitch slap back onto realism. Period.

...More realism points tomorrow.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010


Some people in this world just need a good reminder what realism is. Some people need that swift smack alongside their thick skulls to be once again reminded the true reality that is out there in the world...

Then perhaps there are some that really and truly don't understand and get it.

It's unfortunate that there are some people that don't truly understand the real meaning of friendship, loyalty, compassion and just downright using their brain when it comes to the absolute obvious. I'm sure there are many out there that have logical brains and common sense to fully understand and comprehend this...I know a few myself.

Perhaps this will be a never ending cycle for certain types of people.

...this will be continued further very soon.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Winds of Change

I thought it would be beneficial to finally redo and upkeep this blog. I find it a bit more therapeutic to write out my frustrations, triumphs and other such wonderful things that happen in my life.

I have found a few interesting things that are needed for such change. As much deep down it stabs at me to do so, but I will be walking away from a burning travesty of a friendship that was built within over a 10 year time span due to lying, no attempts in paying off a debt with me, and amongst many other reasons. The change however will do me good, for which I have noticed the great change in this person ever since I knew I was pregnant and had my baby. All I can state at this moment in time, it was her loss, not mine.

The other change is our future (possibly very soon by the summer)move to Utah. I am very much looking forward to this. I am at a very happy place in my life finally and it is going to be my most biggest goal to keep this family happy and together.

I will be writing more so in the near future. This is only a small insert upon what is going on in my life...and lift the weight off of my chest and shoulders that have been there for so long.